Currently Playing Dark Side of the Moon By Pink Floyd see related

- dark side of the moon

rawr! hey all....

i haent posted in awhile.....nothing much to say since i use lj...

uhhhhhh...........life is good though.

i want to hang out with people in san diego like  here....

^_^ but they are freaking going to different places than me...

hehe

oh well...lates..

bored as hell...

Currently Playing In Keeping Secrets of Silent Earth: 3 By Coheed & Cambria see related

- "The Killer" and IKSOSE"

I havent been on this thing in awhile.....changed the colors and maybe the pic later..i am in a coheed mood and listening to "the killer" great song and lyrics...anyways....feel tired since ive been hanging out wiht my cousins and saw a movie...fun fun..my feet hurt too from walking in heels all day..also feeling shitty yet not...just when you think things are ok they are not..just when you have been trying to make things better just when you try to cooperate...im not gonna let this affect me..

Do you really think that shit will bring me down?

OK for all you people out there especially that lovely comment on my blog about how "i need to get my priorties straightened out" i have fuckin' got them straightened out now that i fucking am dating Will.  If you people want to be ignorant on why and how my life is and where it is now then thats your problem...i know its high school and so called rumors, shit whatever goes around and it will never stop because that is high school and i have come to understand this better. though not very happy about it but eh it will pass...i dont know all of you who still are pissed at me but you know what life's a bitch...things happen for a reason..things come and go...i know i was a bitch and deserve this shit but after awhile its like come on people its in the past.... i know what i did was wrong i cant changed anything now..im freaking happy with my life right now and nothing like this stupid spat is going to ruin what i have with will...piss off. im not gonna worry about it.

"A lurking motion with curious to curtain your first move
Oh through arms length they'll break protocol
Childish envy for the youngest one
To be the hero is all I'll ask
Can I be buried here among the dead?
With room to honor me here in the end
You'll be better off too soon
You'll be better off when you get home..."

nothing to do with the entry but its a fucking good song.... 

Currently Playing Logic Will Break Your Heart By Stills see related

- "Lola Stars and Stripes"

we are playing the teen jeparody in english and i think i suck. lol. But it was fun. anyways half day and tres cool. I might hang out with will later today..haha i duno. everything is up in the air. Gtg class is almost done.

_your friednly neighborhood drama geek_

       Jules

Currently Playing Give Up By Postal Service see related

- "Such Great Heights" -

...Werd...

Well, the past few weeks have been incredibily full of drama yet not.

After Tommy and I broke up, things have been really shaky and terrible. I have felt bad for a lot of things. I started trying to talk to him but its still kinda weird for both of us. We even got into a fight on some aqusations i have against him. Alot of these sounded true since well as said i thought he was that angry at me. But after i left i felt bad. I felt more crappy than i already do around him. Now he isn't talking to me at all. I keep blaming myself for alot of this. It hurts knowing you can't talk to your friend as much as you'd like. I can't really say much more about that. I wish nothing but happiness for him and for what time holds for him. I read Mikala's myspace. She seems confused right now. She didnt elaborate on it but she is confused with boys right now. So i am assuming things are good yet confusing for them. I don't know. I left her a comment saying that whatever happens, tommy is a great guy and he has a whole lot of love to give. So i guess time can tell when we will talk. I'm trying to talk to him but its hard since well, i feel crappy around him. this is depressing and wish to not continue on it.

Things with Will have been going great. We talk everyday and see each other as much as possible. I can't get enough of that guy. I really like 'em. Corina approves of him too. He is going to give her the desert sessions and she loves him now. He passes her standards. lol But things are going great and hope that this time they stay like that. We are officially going out now. He asked me about it and all. We sat down and dicussed it and yeah..at first both of us were hesitant because this has been going so well and he is unlucky in this department as well so he himself was being cautious. We both like each other alot and deccided to try it. I visited him last night while he was working. His boss scared me alittle bit since she kept looking at us since he can't really talk for longer than 5 mintues with a customer so it was amsuing seeing us talking yet not talking. Later he said that she thought its cute how he was a girlfriend. hah..so awesome. so cute..*swoon* ^_^ But yeah. That's that..

I'm happy and for once i can say life is good. Avoiding drama as much as possible including confrontation. Will told me to think of this quote from Ghandi if people bother me, "an eye for an eye makes the world blind." Will has a quote for everything i swear. He is a peaceful little dude too. =D

School has been going ok. I have decent grades and the only thing i worry about is my math class which is throwing my whole gpa off. I have a C in that class and plan to raise it up to a B at least. Damn teacher, damn class....grr..dislike it very much..but i have to deal with it unfortunately. Things with stupid people are getting better too. I'm not getting picked on as much since ive just let things go. So thats a good thing for me..pat on the back...hah..

My family gets more senile and senile everyday. They are also acting like this since i am leaving. Everytime i talk to my aunt, she is like aww you are leaving..you need to see me over summer before you leave. She lives in Virgina and i want to go there again. Even our patients are saying, "we remember you when you were just a little kid going to sacred heart school..where has the time gone?" Our patitients are great. I can talk to some of them for hours because they all are quite interesting and have led interesting lives. But anyways, things at home are getting better. I feel like i am listened to a little more but not really at the same time.

My birds are murderers. There were four eggs in the house and now they are all dead. We dont know which birds but they rolled them out of the house which is kinda high in the cage. So its very strange to why they would do that. But the eggs didnt make it. One was fully developed and yet she musta took it out because it was cracked. The baby inside was as big as an M & M. But sadly enough didnt make it. Its weird. I dont understand why they did that. Hmm guess nature works in mysterious ways.

Oh and i have been Corina's chaffuer for the past week. It's been fun since we always have good times just driving around. lol. We know the eaisier way to get to Vibes. It's off I-8. Drive into the desert and past the tunnel and you'll be at Vibes....lol..ah yes good times..

"That's all i have to say about that.." So here's the lastest about me. Not a whole lot but hey its something. Take care everyone and util next time...keep it classy..=p

....and scene....

*Mr. Schmee*

things are actually way better with tommy and i now. and yesh..that entry above is from my lj so i just copied and pasted...but yeah...bleh

blah blah blah blah....sister is lecturing about how people arent ordering their grad. stuff!! hahaha! i did it the day of the first conferences! WoOo! I am bored! Blah!!!